Mommy-love.

I suddenly think of Cami and am shocked by how much I miss him. I try to picture what he's doing right now. It's about 1, so he's napping (hopefully). It kills me that I'm not there to watch him sleep on his little blue daycare cot. I love to watch him sleep. More than anything.

I'm like a prepubescent girl with her first crush. Daydreaming about a little boy. Story of my life.